Hey all. Been an everyday smoker for....almost 20 years. . Im so sick of being a stoned dumbass all the time. Not getting anything done. Sabotaging relationships. Keeping me stuck.

Was using delta 8 to wean myself off, but its the first day of going cold turkey.

Im just...sad. Things arent as fun, obviously. Im also angry at everything. Gonna get a gym membership this week. This might be the hardest thing ive ever had to do. But I have to do it in order to move forward in life. Tearing up as im reading this.

Just posting this for support, if anybody has any words of encouragement, I could really, really use them. Thanks. Stay strong.