Probably a bit tilted but I just feel like I am losing my will to live with the game, I was climbing well having good games and then went on a lose streak and was probably not playing my best and dropped from 4.2k to 3.8k. Now I am trying to get back and have gone back to basics, playing pos4 and using strong meta heroes but the matches at this MMR are just so inconsistent. It feels like right now I have 0 impact on if I win or lose the game.

I play with a venge offlane and tiny mid who goes 0-9 in lane and venge dies 3 times before 5 mins over extending before we could really do a pull to get creep back to our tower. Game before this I have CK offlane who is afk at the start so misses first wave then comes to the lane with no items despite us pinging him, I proceed to watch him get his creep denied for a solid 4 minutes before he can afford his helm as the first item. Similar outcome this game as well but I actually played well and got some really nice ganks on other lanes that delayed the loss awhile.

Then I win 2 games, the first the enemy team take 2 junglers legion and luna, so its basically not even a game. The next I think I have a smurf meepo who is new account and just obliterates his lane and the safe lane so we just auto win again.

It has been this way now for the last 10 or so matches I have played, either we win and I don't do anything or the other team get the same, anyone else getting these experiences recently?