I play roughly 6 games a night. When I'm not playing, in my downtime at work I'm on proguides or skill capped or YouTube trying to learn how to improve my game. This season I have vastly improved my ability to read matchups, understand what my win objectives are, wave management, all of it. I quit drinking, started doing stretches between matches, everything I could; and I cant seem to climb. My micro is good, my macro not so much.

Every game I play I win my lane ridiculously but I can never seem to snowball and whenever I try to coordinate my team they just tell me to "stfu dude"

I'm bouncing between B3 and B4 right now but I'm really considering just quitting for the season which sucks because I love the game. It is just becoming intolerable.

My jg gets pissed and flames me when he dies trying to solo drag at 9min when enemy team has mid and bot lane priority. My adc fights like Rocky, facechecking every skill shot the adc and supp have to offer, and gets pissed when I dont throw my hook(pyke,blitz) over their minions. I try to tell my team we need to play as a unit and take specific objectives(drag) while we know they have a dead mid and jg and adc/sup/top all spotted top lane but fuck me cuz I'm a 2/4 pyke and what could I possibly know.

I love this game, I'll never be the greatest at it but I know my bits. I really hope I can climb out of this. I'm starting to lose hope.