Hi everyone! The personal account below is about my short life, feel free to comment, I’m a little bit worry about my life, health and consequently my perspectives.

Since I was a child, I've had feelings that my life would not be so long. I was an extremely sick child, but since my teenage years, I've been enjoying relatively good health. I even get to complete my full time mission with honor even with a nose surgery because a serious infection at the end of my service.

Because of the feelings of a short life, I had some expectations about my patriarchal blessing, but it was short (I almost memorized it 😅) but helps me so much and I’m very grateful for that.

I'm in my twenties now and facing some medical conditions again, and Elder Holland's talk about life touched me so much. Despite my opinions and feelings about myself and my own health, I'm trying to live as if I'll meet Christ in the next hour because I really don’t know when my journey to the next level will begin.

PS: I tried so much to get married in the last few years, but I failed every time. Sometimes I think that it's just the Lord protecting the girls from becoming widows so young.