My husband is a lazy, uncaring mama’s boy who only prioritizes and idolizes his mother. I came home after a long day, and asked him to simply bath the baby and put her to bed (which I’ve always done every night for the past year and a half). He left a huge mess, even my side of the bed is soaked in water because he brought her sippy cup in the bed..? I’m mindful of everyone. I’m a caretaker for several families and I go above and beyond to make their lives easier in any way I can. I do it with gratitude, altruism and love. I radiate compassion, friendship, mindfulness, care, and positivity…. But tonight I broke. Wondering why am I stuck in this mismatch of a relationship and have no friends, my family is distant, just realized I’m lonely as hell… what gives? :(.