So long story short, there was a laundry list of things I wrote down and believed would come through. Prior to that I felt a small voice telling me to surrender, not give up, but surrender. I wrote these things down and burnt it. I am doing the work that is needed on most of this, but there is one area where doubt creeps in. I felt in my heart of hearts it would be taken care of, and an opportunity presented itself, but now there are some things that make it seem like it could go either way. I just want to keep the faith that whether this is a head fake or the real deal, that my best path unfold and that doubt be removed. It is funny as well as I asked for a sign and got the most weird sign that I am not just seeing things, and I am seeing progress towards this omnibus list, it is just one thing and I am trying to believe but it is a struggle. Thanks.