I have been doing LoA for about a month now, and everything has gone to shit.

At first, I told myself to accept it and that it's part of my path, and I don't need to worry.

But, it's started to become scary.

Why is this happening to me? It's almost as if I have done a reverse LoA and put a curse on myself.

I tried to be positive for the past month when everything was going downhill. I did not even flinch, and not even a single grain of worry was in my mind. I kept on smiling every day, and I believed, and I also took action. But, everything is going the opposite of what I want.

It's starting to scare me. At this rate, I am going to be in serious trouble, especially financially, and it doesn't seem it's going to stop.

I need some consolation. Is this part of the way? Is the part of the path?