Yeah so... I moved out today. Currently in my parents basement until probably September next year when I move for uni.

I didn't know it would be this hard. I was packing my stuff last night and today. My (now ex I guess?) Boyfriend was crying off and on as was I. It was so so hard to leave and I cried the entire drive home and while putting my stuff in the house, and I haven't stopped crying and I don't know what to do. Even last night I had an anxiety attack about it

Part of me keeps saying "no you should stay and we can work it out" even though I know I'm just telling myself that to avoid the sadness.

I feel completely alone and I don't know what to do. I don't know how to cope. I just feel like complete shit. I don't have time in my schedule to add any new things like joining a club or making new friends (it takes so much energy from me too)

Do you guys have any advice? It's also difficult because I have University exams/final papers coming up soon and I don't know how I'm supposed to focus or concentrate on writing and studying when I just feel so depressed.

Any words are appreciated