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I came to terms with my gayness (since I've felt since childhood) in my 30s. It had been repressed due to being raised extremely religiously (JW). Now that I'm out to myself & my friends I cannot possibly fathom ever dating a man. My whole body revolts against it. But I was married to a man for 4 years, together for 6. (Sex was hell). Married due to religious pressure.
The thought of being with a man again makes me want to throw up and die. Honestly, if I never had a deep convo with a man again, I'd be happy.
Anyone else feel like this. Like aghast at how past versions of them were ever with a man in the first place?
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