Late in life lesbian I have known since I was in the 9th grade. I actually had my first gf and came out to her. My mom found out and it was frowned upon she Lltterally got beat with a broom handle. So I dated men all my life. Married my best friend. I met a woman right after my mom passed and she reminded me of the pation and love I have for another woman. Omg there is nothing like craving a woman and her touch 🥵..... anyway, I am out and living my truth. I have been for 3 years. It was rough at first and im still trying to figure me out. (Currently going thru a identity crisis I think). My ex husband is still my bestfriend and #1 supporter. It's crazy the amount of so called friends you have until you start living YOUR life. It's rough but it gets better. The amount of guilt I had and resentment towards myself was absolutely insane. I am currently working on me and it's the best thing I have ever done. Keep your head up, live your life, don't try to please everyone, and love yourself before you love anyone else. Those are all lessons I have learned in the past year.