The following is said with the silliness and temperament of will n grace, insight of Fraser and hilarity of and possibly said in the voice of Joan Rivers, Maybe Natasha Lynne,………this is not said with self pity tones in my voice, nor anger, i should know, i wrote it 😏🤣😂

I’m too old for this shit. It really shouldn’t be this hard to find another person. And now, I probably have to have my lymph nodes biopsied. I say probably because the ultrasound dr said yes but ent dr said no unless I start things like running a fever ✔️ swelling or feeling of swelling ✔️ loss of appetite ✔️ I know to take it day to day, don’t over react, don’t plan, but for fuck’s sake. If I have cancer, I’m not going to EVER get or be with a woman. I’m going to die a virgin. (Yes that sounds shallow compared to the seriousness of the situation) but cheese and crust ! I’m never going to know the feeling of soft breasts, kisses on the neck, hands and legs intertwined. I’m going to lose the only thing I have going for me, my hair. I have beautiful hair. But no one makes love to hair (and if they do, I don’t want to know)