I would love some advice. I’m 26 and just acknowledged the fact that I’m a lesbian, I’ve also been married for 5 years. He is narcissistic and controlling, that on top of the overwhelming feelings, caused me to ask him for a divorce. He agreed and knows about the sexuality. I’ve never lived by myself, managed my own money, or truly dated. I’m currently moving into my rental which to me is a downgrade, I’m now living paycheck to paycheck ish? Where as before I never worried about anything, which was part of the control. I couldn’t go anywhere or spend any money without 100 questions. I do work a big girl job as an RN and I’m a graduate student. We make the same amount of money. Anyway, I’m mourning the life I had, I feel guilty for not attempting the do three somes or a GF, and the thought of starting over is debilitating. I guess I just maybe want hope from others that are in a similar situation, or have went through it.