Im moving out Saturday morning and I feel so upset. My stbxh was my best friend. He was a really great partner. I just wish I had it in me to stay. Im terrified im making the wrong choice. Terrified I wont be able to support myself emotionally or financially. Ever since we made moves to separate he has been very distant and short. I get it, its what I expected from him but it still really hurts. I wish we could spend my last few nights enjoying each other’s company and reminiscing on our life. Instead hes playing video games and im in my room crying. I wish I could fast forward to the easy part. Thanks for having this space where I can vent 🖤