I have dated women/afab humans prior to my husband. We have been on/off separated for about a year now. Fully separated for a couple months now. I wanted to “casually “ date to get my feet wet and really hone into my queerness. Welp, the most lesbian thing happened and I am catching real feelings. Our mutual friend introduced us. We havent even met in real life yet 😂 been texting for only 6 days and honestly they seem like the most perfect human. Is it normal to have such strong emotions on your first crush? Im feeling like it is but should I lean into it and go with the flow or back off? We are meeting friday and I just know we will instantly hit it off. I have talked to other women during the last year with on and off separations and us trying polyamory but nothing has felt like this. I feel insane to feel this way after 6 days 😂 help! Also to note ive done a lot of personal work/healing over the last 3 years which is why i even came out in the first place. Im moving out of our married home september 1 and I know that will be hard. Maybe I should hold off on anything serious? They know everything thats been going on. Im just scared to let a real thing go. Thanks ☺️