Oh man. So many thoughts going through my mind right now.

My situation: 37/F asked my 35/M for a divorce beginning of February. For financial reasons he moved to our basement suite until we sell our home.

The reason behind me wanting a divorce is mostly due to him have NPD, emotional abuse and the two of us being downright miserable. Once the initial shock wore off we are both on the same page and know this is for the best.

I’ve been into women since I was 13 but once I hit HS I went boy crazy. Shoved all my feelings about women aside and went with the grain and have always been with men. Well, up until the last year.

About a year ago my attraction towards women sky rocketed. It’s all I could think about. I realized I def have a bi side and I wanted to explore.

Since my husband and I have been “separated” I’ve had a few dates and have been physical with women. All very interesting experiences that left me craving more.

So my question is…in this stage of my journey is it “normal” to crave finding a woman to explore with? I mean I want to find someone so badly but then again I’m still sorting through the emotions of my divorce and relationship with my husband.

Sexually frustrated emotional confused = a total shit show 🤦🏼‍♀️

Any thoughts, questions or encouragement are welcome!