Once again the depth of my closet astounds me. How did I not see this before.?

Marrying a man….while I did it - we eloped, we wore costumes, we invited no one. The more I think about it…the more I realize I wanted it to be fake and no witnesses a level of shame.

Even when he proposed it felt so wrong….but I said yes anyway. The ONLY reason we ended up getting married was to have his name on the birth certificate (state law).

I haven’t really thought about weddings in a long time. But after talking with someone new and my heart aflutter I fell down a rabbit hole of wedding pictures and realized I would LOVE to be married to a woman and share it with the world!

I feel so good inside and I hope I get to make a woman happy one day!

That’s all, I just had to share all these thoughts with those I know would understand! Thanks for listening. 🙏