Im going into my junior year of high school and i recently picked up my first stick because all my friends play lax. Since then I’ve shot or hit the wall pretty much everyday .I’ve developed a decent shot on both the right and left and my passing and catching is probably by best area. The lax talent in my area is very good and since I’m going into my junior year i have to make varsity. Im 6’2 and about 200lbs but i lack speed so my friends all suggested i try out for ssdm because thats where the team lacks. Ive got reps playing defense on some of my schools O middies and attackers. I also have started watching alot of lacrosse to get at least some game iq( i used to play soccer so i know how important that is) .Where i struggle in confidence is that ive never played a game before and I dont know what playing feels like. Ive not ruled out trying out this next spring and i continue to work on my speed and stick work. And advice would be appreciated!