Some context. Not new to spirituality, have been on my quest for more than 2 decades. Experienced NDEs, voices of God, lots of things. Have some Buddhist attainments. Always eager to grow more and admit what I do not know (which is still a lot!) We can all learn.

Have read the wiki before coming here. Anyone is welcome to check my post history, I frequent /streamentry. Have been going pretty deep into awakening the last few months in response to IRL not working out. (long story) Felt Divine guidance. I identify as a Unitarian Universalist with more Buddhist/Christian leanings.

Ok disclaimers out of the way, the main thing. I was doing awakening/manifestation work. I focused on how I was happy and felt connected to the Divine, regardless of whatever was happening in my outside life. This went ok. (there is something bugging me, but I put it aside)

Next, I focused on everything that I actually DID want to happen in my life, mainly publication of my books and finding romantic/sexual partners. Felt great, energized. There didn't seem to be a huge difference between both (which was the manifestation work I was engaged in)

Suddenly I heard my inner voice/God. "Do both." It was a paradox, but most spiritual growth involves paradoxes. I did as I was bade.

Whoa, who turned out the lights! There was an immediate rush of energy. Thought disappeared. I felt I was just pure presence for a while. Thoughts came back slowly, but they seemed to be swimming in a sea of light. I've experienced similar things before, but this was very intense.

I gave it some time to settle. I revisited the state a few times during the day - it was less intense each time. I felt feelings of joy, love, happy memories. Felt able to love everything. There was awareness of good and evil in the world, my place in the Divine order. Similar to other spiritual experiences I've had.

The voice seemed to say that eventually, this would become integrated into being and become "normal" - that feeling of realizing your own Divinity but less intense.

About half an hour ago the voice spoke again and said "Kundalini" out of nowhere. Hence why I am posting here. The voice was also explicit that I should NOT post to /streamentry, for some reason (I usually post there and /awakened) It seems to be saying what I experienced was not full on Kundalini, but related, hence the direction to post here.

That's it. The experience had a definite sexual aspect to it - my sexuality has always been connected to my spirituality. That's about the last thing I felt I had to say. The energy is still flowing about my body, I'm just letting it do so. It feels like the Universe is leading me the steps I have to take to grow (the thing that was bugging me is probably also part of this)

Sorry for the wall of text, I just wanted to be clear. Any advice is welcome. I have done chakra and energy work before but not Kundalini per se.

tldr; seeking advice on possible semi-Kundalini awakening