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EDIT: I'm honestly not really looking for advice with this post, except for my questions at the end... just wanted to share all of this & let it all out...
SO MUCH THAT I WANT TO SAY HERE, but incase you haven't read my introduction post, my name is Joe Winko & I'm a Gay Autistic Man in my 20s from Florida & I am EXTREMELY PASSIONATE ABOUT RECIEVING ORAL SEX FROM ANOTHER MAN ♥ ⛤ ♥
However, one thing I should mention right away is that DO NOT suck penis myself (I also can't take it up the ass either...) A lot of people bash me & call me "selfish" for that, but there's NOTHING WRONG WITH THAT! No one should do anything they Do Not want to do! Sex has to be fun & consensual! I would NEVER want a man to suck my penis just because he wants me to suck his penis, especially if he didn't enjoy doing it! (I honestly would want a man like that as far away from me as possible!) I want a man to suck my penis because he ENJOYS DOING IT, not because he wants reciprocation. I always thought that if you don't like doing something, you simply shouldn't do it at all... If you disagree with me on that, please block me...
ANYHOW, I'm VERY PASSIONATE about recieving Oral Sex from another man, so much that I have literally have had men who had ghosted me because I love having my penis sucked too much, HOWEVER, don't get me wrong, I don't give out my penis to just any man who ask for it because I am NOT into "one night stands" at all... Every now & then a guy on grindr will message me asking me to "hookup" with him & to let him suck my penis so he can ditch me right after & I never hear back from him again & that always wears down on me. Not to mention that the thought of my penis going inside a different man's mouth everytime freaks me out... I truely want One Crazy Obsessive Man who will become addicted to sucking my penis.
You guys may think it asking for a Crazy Obsessive Man is a bad idea, but it honestly isn't when I'm the one that's asking for it. The truth is I kinda am a crazy man myself (if you seen my videos on YouTube, you'd definately notice that) so it takes a crazy man to love a crazy man... ALSO I always wanted a man who was Obsessive. Guys always slip away from me very easily & it's sad. I'll get a guy who likes me & like talking to me, BUT:
- If I'm too late replying to one of his texts messages because I'm NOTORIOUS for taking a long time to reply to text messages & prefer for men to call me but guys are always afraid to do that for some reason... HE BLOCKS ME & GHOSTS ME...
- OR if he sees a video or post I make online that he doesn't like, HE BLOCKS ME & GHOST ME...
- OR I could do everything right & get along with him just fine, HE BLOCKS ME & GHOST ME...
That literally has been the case with EVERY SINGLE MAN I HAVE EVER TALKED TO IN MY LIFE, otherwise I wouldn't still be alone right now... I'm NOT picky when it comes to men. I THINK ALL MEN ARE BEAUTIFUL ♥ Doesn't matter what he looks like! Doesn't matter how far or skinny he is! Doesn't matter how old he is, as long as he's over 18 obviously, BUT I HONESTLY PERFER HIM OLDER THEM MYSELF... but I still can't find a Lover/Partner, HOWEVER, ONE DAY I ABSOLUTELY WILL! ⛤
Another thing that A LOT OF GUYS I have talked to misunderstand is that they automatically think that when I say an "Obsessive Man" they think that I mean a man who is "Obsessed with Sucking My Penis" although that is kinda true to what I'm looking for, what I'm REALLY looking for is a man who is "Obsessed with ME" actually which would also include sucking my penis alot ♥ but in all honesty, I also wanted a guy who also Loves to drive a lot & go on roadtrips too...
I have even been writing up a lot of Love Spell Petitions to summon that ⛤ (I practice witchcraft too, hence the pentagrams in my post ⛤ they're all meant to bring good to me)
SEVERAL EXAMPLES OF MY LOVE SPELL PETITIONS BELOW...
The strange this is, I remember when I posted pictures of my Love Spell Petitions online & several people got "freaked out" when they read that I was trying to summon an Obsessive Man... & one guy even asked me "what happens when YOU get tired of this Obsessive Man that will definately not go well!"... BUT WHY ON EARTH WOULD I GET TIRED OF AN OBSESSIVE MAN WHO WANTS TO SUCK MY PENIS OVER & OVER & OVER AGAIN (Something I LOVE) & WHO ALSO WANTS TO TAKE ME ON ROADTRIPS??
I thought that was absolutely ridiculous for someone to think that 😑 But I WILL FIND WHAT I'M LOOKING FOR ⛤ I CAN FEEL IT ⛤
I honestly feel like it's going to end up being another Autistic Man who ends up falling inlove with me & becoming my Obsessive Lover who constantly wants to suck my penis all the time & swallow my sperm. I've meet a handful of other Autistic Men & strangely I never really got along with them, but I'm somewhat convinced my Ultimate OBSESSIVE Lover/Partner Man WILL be an Autistic Man... If he enjoys sucking penis as much as I enjoy getting my penis sucked, we will Literally be a match made in heaven. ALSO it'll be IMPOSSIBLE for him to loose touch with me. when you google search "shirtless skinny guy in red pointy hat" I am literally the FIRST THING TO SHOW UP!
Also I literally have more than 1,000 shirtless videos of myself on YouTube that an Obsessive Guy could easily get lost in, however the stupid youtube algorithm messes me over which is why i never get many views at all. (which is good because I don't want to be "super famous" anyway...)
BUT OVER ALL, I truely do believe AND KNOW that one day a Crazy Obsessed Man will discover me online & fall madly in love with me, EXACTLY AS HE IS MEANT TO ⛤ he will call my phone over & over again ⛤ He will send me tons of pictures of his lips & mouth ⛤ He will want to take me on a long drive with him, while i'm shirtless in the passenger seat with my red pointy bandana ⛤ he'll also be Obsessed with watching my videos on YouTube & he'll want me to make more! ⛤ & he will constantly be sucking my penis OVER, & OVER, & OVER, & OVER, & OVER again! ⛤ He'll never want me to do anything with his penis ⛤ He will be happy with me & I shall be happy with him ⛤ AND HIM & I SHALL HAVE THE MOST STEAMIEST & MOST PASSIONATE CONNECTION BETWEEN 2 HUMANS EVER ⛤ SO MOTE IT BE ⛤
Perferably a man like this 😁: https://youtu.be/AwfQBn4Wekw?si=ggZSB2JRRrGjH3PN (< but he doesn't have to be that handsome...) 😝
there's actually A lot more I can say about this but I'll just leave it at that..
BUT HERE ARE MY QUESTIONS FOR EVERYONE WHO HAS READ THIS:
- What man are you imagining would fall madly in love with me & becoming my Obsessed Lover? what do you think he would look like? Could you give me a celebrity name that I could google search that you imagine him resembling? 😁
- Where do you think I should post pictures of my Love Spell Petitions**?** I want more people to see them because the more people who imagine me crossing paths with a crazy Obsessive man who wants to drive me around & suck my penis Over & over & over again THE SOONER IT SHALL OCCUR due to the power of Manifestation....
ALSO ANOTHER IMPORTANT THING: I already know what a lot of people might be tempted to say here, that I am "selfish" for not wanting to suck penis & that I am "deranged & crazy" for what I'm looking for... BUT I HAVE HEARD THAT ALL BEFORE & DO NOT NEED TO HEAR IT AGAIN! if you don't like what I posted her, PLEASE JUST BLOCK ME INSTEAD! & save ourselves the drama ♥
But to the people out there who are on the supportive side, JUST HOPE THAT I FIND WHAT I'M LOOKING FOR SOON ⛤ AS I KNOW I ABSOLUTELY WILL ⛤ SO MOTE IT BE ⛤
& imagine a crazy Obsessive man coming to Florida to meet me ⛤ & us going on a roadtrip together so I can film an adventure video somewhere ⛤ & him constantly sucking my penis OVER, & OVER & OVER & OVER & OVER & OVER & OVER AGIAN ⛤ & ME & HIM BECOMING LOVERS AS WE ARE MEANT TOO & AS IT SHALL HAPPEN! ⛤ SO MOTE IT BE ⛤
So much more I can say besides this, but I'll save that for my future post... here's a couple pictures of me if that helps you imagine it ☺ 8 inches circumcised incase you're wondering... & 6 foot 3 & 145lbs.
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