Does anyone else think this? Like the premise is great especially blowjobs to me but in practice? It’s awful and boring everytime I’ve had sex I never felt any kind of emotional connection or love except for one gay lover which I had an amazing time with could I just be more gay than I thought? I don’t think so since most men disgust me but I suppose any gender can be disgusting it’s also that I think if my kinks aren’t exactly met I just fall flat and hypochondria doesn’t help when an act can give you a lifelong debilitating disease that will slowly kill you yes it can be treated and maybe in the future it will be cured but nothing I assured so the idea is terrifying and even just the base ones are a terrifying thing to have even though most are harmless