I know I like it, I'm totally ok with it and own it, but tbh, I don't really understand why I do.

I like being peed on. Not really into doing the peeing, though sometimes I will pee while getting my golden shower and I'm willing when/if asked to reciprocate. I'm not into humiliation, and trash talking would completely ruin it. I'm not into like, bathing in it, not a fan of it all over my face, hair, etc. I like it on my crotch, belly, chest, neck and even in my mouth... sometimes if it's clear and the vibe is right, I'll swallow some... straight from the tap, not like drinking it from a glass or anything. Doesn't seem to matter whether it's a guy, a gal, or spectrum. Every now and then, I'll shower myself.

What gives?