This isn't really any gripe about the game, so much as it is kind of acceptance that I don't really like playing Kill Team anymore. I feel like the emphasis on competitive play and how complex and unforgiving the rules are can be fun for a lot of people, and I've seen how much it engages people, but I don't really have fun with it anymore.

I feel like I've been pounded into the dirt 50-60 times and haven't gotten better at all, and at this point I don't even want to continue. Being good at Kill Team seems unachievable to me at this point, and right now it doesn't even seem fun.

If anyone managed to overcome this, please let me know how. I've made a lot of friends doing this and I used to love it, and I want to get that back.