i (20 F) have done k a few times however, this past time was weird. i basically lost my idea of what was right and wrong with my bf. i sat there and berated him about “not knowing” his my eyes only password on snapchat. i totally thought he was lying and i made him try to guess the password until he couldn’t. i really thought i was onto something by taking his phone and changing the password for him (snapchat deletes all my eyes only data when you change the password) LOL. i was so sure i was going to find something he was hiding from me. i guess i just got really paranoid? idk because this isn’t something i would ever do sober. i was so embarrassed afterwards but he just reassured me it was because i was on drugs. i know ket brings out past issues which in my case, is being cheated on (i guess?) but why would i totally just lose all sense of what’s normal and what’s borderline controlling? i really thought i was in the right the whole time doing this which was scary.