My 2nd time doing ketamine, I binged 7 grams over four days. I wasn’t constantly doing it the whole time but I pretty much was yesterday. I finished it last night.

Today I got maybe the angriest I’ve ever been in my entire life. I’ve been having a fight with my roommate and something set me over the edge that caused me to completely lose control. I called my friend on the phone to talk about it and I really scared him, I have never seen myself act like this.

I’m not trying to shed myself of responsibility because obviously this anger came from me, I’m not blaming it on ketamine, but is it possible it left me more irritable after my heavy use the past few days? I feel like I have a more fragile emotional state, but again, I still own that it was my anger, it just was especially intense and unusual of me