so i was in my usual sleep deprived adhd flow trying to clear off my bed so i can sleep and i felt something grainy and itchy on my hand. suddenly realized i'd picked up my open bag of k to move it and left a glimmering trail of powder across my bed (and elsewhere??). fucking hell!!!

cue desperately snorting and licking it off my hand and wiping all the surfaces it could conceivably be on and busting out the vacuum at 4am so i don't accidentally poison my cat.

i get so freaked out about the possibility of my precious cat getting into my drugs by accident and i'm usually SO careful to keep them sequestered so this really set me off. i wasn't meaning to get fucked up rn, i just wanna shower and go to bed. but i guess i just have to enjoy the ride now and there's still all this k spilled at the bottom of my harm reduction box...