i don’t want to say my age but im in college and a girl this is my first readit post sorry if its formatted wrong but im autistic and i do k coz it makes me feel normal i used to be very aggressive and just horrible to be around i would get told this by family friends and others no one wanted to be around me but i started going on omegel and talking to people and it seamed to be the only place where people wanted to talk to me but i would go hours without finding someone who just wanted to talk and not do other stuff and i started experimenting with drugs around the same time so i started used k just to make it more interesting but that turned into doing it everyday i would spend all day looking forward to sitting on omegal and doing k but at that point i didn’t like doing it on my own but now its a year later and i do it everyday at work at home out with friends just all the time i live with my boyfriend and my parents and they don’t know but they all want to spend time with me now i feel like they love me again even at work im doing better im going through about 14g in a week and a half but im starting to just sit in the bathroom and do line after line for hours i don’t really leave the house unless its for work or to pick up but i dread it unless i have k and i can tell the rear times im sober people just seam miserable when there talking to me i just don’t know what to do i can quit and i have done for up to 3 weeks but everyone starts disliking me again saying im going back to how i used to be and i hait it because of my autistisom i cant really leave the house because of sensory issues and anxiety i just want some help before it gets worse