hi everyone.

i am a pretty experienced ketamine user, but last wednesday i experienced something i never had before. after doing a bump, the dissociative effects did not occur, and instead i felt my central nervous system completely shut down. stupidly, i took more, thinking the product was just weak, leading to even more cns depression. now, a week later, i feel as if a part of my brain has been shut off. the part that gave me the dissociative feeling was also connected to my creativity and thoughts, and now i am scared that ive completely shut that area of my brain down. went to 2 doctors who said brain damage is unlikely but i dunno. really feels uniquely serious and im hoping i didnt screw myself for good.

ive obviously stopped since, and have no plans of returning. any advice as to what might have occurred/what to do next would be greatly appreciated, cuz i basically feel lobotomized.

thanks!