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About a month ago I went to a small rave in my city with my gf. There I took way to much M. I felt fine, rolling, slight eye twitching. Later that night we got home and we both took half of a bromaz. It hit my gf hard and she was out within the hour. I was still chilling and decided I was going to do some K. I end up lining up 2 FAT mf rails. Man Im talking huge. Before this I've only done k twice and both were in small moderate doses. And tbh I was terrified! I said fuck it and took the first line. I go back to the couch were my gf is passed out and lay down next to her. My whole living room is wrapped in black light LEDs and I have neon tapestries hung up all around its pretty trippy. Anyways as I lay there on my phone it starts to creep in. And then BOOM! Next thing I know, I know nothing what so ever I have no fuckin idea who I am. My consciousness was being born right before me eyes. I couldn't see shit I had no idea where. The universe was one big organism and I was a piece of this organism that had gained consciousness. All I could see was the neon colors of the tapestry and hear the lofi I had playing in the background. I remember thinking what is this, what is life, what and who am I? I felt the whole universe move and I was moving with it. The movement was almost like a thick forest moving together on a windy day. After an infinite amount of time I stood up so confused and stumbled to where the second line was. I had no idea what I was doing I was on auto pilot. I just stood there staring at it not knowing what it was but knowing it was a drug. What are drugs? What is happening? I took the second line without a single thought and started my way back to the couch....and boom black out I have no idea what happened I woke up that morning baffled about this experience. Has anyone else ever blacked out on k or could it have been the mixture? There was so much more that happened before the black out but it feels impossible to put into words. After seeing my consciousness reborn I have seen myself in a different light. I was one with the universe I was the universe we are all the universe we are all connected in one way or another. It was crazy I'm still trying to figure it all out.
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