I’m trying to see if maybe, just maybe I can replace my stimulant use with occasional ketamine. It’s a long shot, but I have to try.

All I’ve ever done is shitty quality K, and still only dipped my toes in the water with that. I felt identical to having a drink or 2, but literally nothing else. No disconnected feeling, just a little weird.

If it’s able to produce SOME kind of even mild euphoria, I think I could grab some instead of doing coke or something, which I really really want to, but can’t. I don’t know if it will work as a replacement.
(I’m talking like once every week or 2)

If an actual moderate K experience feels nice in the way that nitrous does, I think I could like it.