without k i was stuck inside of four walls for years, every single moment of my life i was detached from self, watching others enjoy the existence i could not yet comprehend

this drug has given me everything and i was mesmerized when i first took it. i remember feeling like I had finally become a part of the game of life. I am living now, not just watching and abiding by the rules and expectations of others.

im finally living for me, with self expression, poor decision making, and everything that comes along with the human experience i was once denied

i did everything so incredibly perfect within the constraints of my OCD and strong rigidity of what i thought i shouldve conducted myself as… fuck that!

i can finally feel

i launched my own brand and im no longer ashamed of who i am, bad decisions and all. my family disowned me and my dad fractured my ribs when i confessed my use

and im so happy, because i am free!!!