so im a 21 year old woman and have been doing k for about 6 years, i got very into it quickly but there’s been weeks/ months where i haven’t been doing it as frequently throughout the years. but since my girlfriend died 2 years ago i’ve been going pretty hard and honestly only take breaks of couple days- 2-3 weeks tops just because its so dang expensive and i’ll run out of money. we used to do it together and it was magickal but since shes been gone ketamine has definitely had a darker, bleaker tone to it, like everything else.

so im wondering if any other frequent users/ addicts have experienced a persistent decrease and ultimately a complete lack of sexual desire/ feeling and thoughts. i don’t know if this is a thing with ket usage. i used to be a sexual and even pretty kinky person and enjoyed sex with my partner of 5 years. but the past id say 1 year i’ve felt turned on maybe a handful of times and me and my boo have had sex less than 20 times. when he wants me i feel very awkward and uncomfortable (not because of him tho) and i feel like i need to leave or at least make an excuse or just flat out say no every time. its fucking rough. please let me know if you feel like this as well. thanks