Think I'm beginning to get addicted to ketamine. For the last 8 months I've been spacing it out, usually once to twice a month or so. Recently though, I've been going through a lot and have realised when I'm not on it I get cravings. Best way to describe it is like when you are hungry and want some food, and really crave a specific food item. I've realised that this could be the psychological addiction people refer to. I realize that it's probably time to cool it with the ketamine, as I don't want my tolerance to build too much. I usually go through about 1g over one day right now, once a week roughly.

I'm planning on taking a bit of a break, and in the meantime doing drugs like LSD, 2cb and some MDMA (not until July though).