I don’t do ketamine often, but last year I had a bag in which I dabbled here and there, and suddenly I got so depressed out of nowhere. I didn’t really put the two and two together because I had never felt depressed after.

In fact it even helped/cured my depression I had when I was younger. And I’ve been depression-free for a couple of years.

I hadn’t done it since, but a few days ago I bought some. I did just a tiny bump to test it. I was feeling really good about life lately, but after the bump I was feeling really meh about life.

Yesterday I decided to have a full ketamine experience, and now I just feel so so depressed. A depression I haven’t felt in years. I get way worse depression after ketamine than any MDMA has ever given me.

Does this happen to anyone else? And does anyone know why that is?

I’ve tried googling, but it’s impossible to put «ketamine» and «depression» together without every result being about how ketamine treats depression. (I do get the irony of it making me depressed instead btw)