So back when we started off this lifestyle I was strict about doing it in hotel rooms, unless it was with someone who I knew very well.

But last few years since we moved to my native Kerala, I usually prefer to host at our home due to the risk of getting caught by friends or relatives. I have grown comfortable at my home and it is usually difficult to get guys online who are okay with doing it at my home. Recently when I found few compatible guys online, I tried to open up to the idea and although initially I was uncomfortable in hotel rooms it's getting much better lately.

I met a younger guy (10 years younger) few weeks back in a hotel and the sex was too good. He was so passionate and wild that I moaned loud most part of the night. When we went for breakfast in morning, I noticed few guys giving me the look and my neighbor room Aunty giving me an angry look. It was a different experience but I enjoyed it as much.

When we went to checkout, he was holding me by my waist and oh the looks on guys out there. I mean it's Kerala and it's not often that people see a younger guy romantically holding an elder married woman by her waist in public.

I still prefer to do it at my home because it's more comfortable and safe but will occasionally hookup at hotel rooms when hubby is out of town. The thrill and the stares are definitely worth it.