I kinda thought, why not try to pick a theme and rewrite a song's lyrics, sticking as close as possible to the lyrical melody. Here it is, you can try to sing it along to Eminem - Stan (instrumental).

Enjoy the depression feels I guess

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I'm dead inside and wondering why I still try to live at all.

The morning dread clouds up my judgement, and I can't feel at all.

And even if I could it'd all be plain, but my depression and my prawl(ing):

It reminds me, that I'm not worth it, I'm not worth it.

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I'm dead inside and wondering why I still try to live at all.

The morning dread clouds up my judgement, and I can't feel at all.

And even if I could it'd all be plain, but my depression and my prawl(ing):

It reminds me, that I'm not worth it, I'm not worth it.

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Dear me, I hate you yet we still are rolling.

I lost my whole, my passion, and all my friends to feel better.

I spent my life alone or abused, as they don't give a fuck.

There probably is something wrong with me or the fact that I live.

But anyways; fuck it, "what's been up man? How's you feelin?"

It always starts like this, when they need something from me.

"Dance for me you monkey", oh yeah sure no problem.

'tis all I'm useful for.

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To them I'm just a tool to be used, a fragile soul:

So malleable and blasé I'd do whatever since they fake care.

I know you all don't give a fuck about me, and I don't give a damn:

At least now it's your fault if I bite back and ruin it all.

I'm done being treated like a big carpet to walk on.

I'll act all innocent and continue, but ruin your life.

Anyways, I hope you enjoyed it, parasite!

I'll end you, you'll beg me, I won't forgive:

It's payback.

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I'm dead inside and wondering why I still try to live at all.

The morning dread clouds up my judgement, and I can't feel at all.

And even if I could it'd all be plain, but my depression and my prawl(ing):

It reminds me, that I'm not worth it, I'm not worth it.

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"Dear V, you still haven't done this, I hope you have the time"

I ain't mad, I just think it's pathetic you beg like this.

If you didn't wanna talk to me or be around me,

You didn't have to, but you could've left me alone and stay away

But you can't do shit yourself, so you abuse others.

I sincerely hoped it wasn't all of you

But we both know you don't give a fuck yo

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That's pretty shitty yeah, you're all assholes and scumbags

Inconsiderate pieces of shit, you all deserve to die.

I ain't that mad though, I just don't like being played with.

Remember when y'all said you hate lies? Funny how you lie to

Get what you want. "Do as I say, not as I do"...

Hypocritical pieces of shit.

You deserve what's coming to you, as pain awaits.

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I can't relate to y'all being scumbag like this:

"Look how intolerant that is", you bitch all day as you drink tears

You act like the victim of crimes that have nothing to do with you,

When you're just as bad or worse than those you cry about.

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The tolerant intolerant fuck now that's something else.

It's like a paradox, you complain and yet do it to others.

You complain about Amazon stuff, yet you treat everyone as playthings.

I think you're jealous 'cause at least they make a shit ton of money.

You're just a colossal waste of matter, that's so sad.

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You don't know what it's like to be depressed alone with your thoughts,

How scary it gets, how much you hate yourself wanting to die.

But that you can't, man.

P.S. You should kill yourself, too

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I'm dead inside and wondering why I still try to live at all.

The morning dread clouds up my judgement, and I can't feel at all.

And even if I could it'd all be plain, but my depression and my prawl(ing):

It reminds me, that I'm not worth it, I'm not worth it.

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Dear Mister I'm-so-good-I-don't-treat-people-right,

Always making me feel bad to be who I am and all

Making me feel like the worst ever. I don't deserve it!

Easily attached and loving.

I should not feel bad for being clingy.

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To all of you making me feel bad, I hope you hear this.

I'm doing better now, not that you did anything at all.

"Hey V, what do you mean better? You weren't OK?"

You know that song by Krewella humbly named "Human"

About someone who could use a hand sometimes being human

You wouldn't, but somebody did, how the fuck did it happen?

That's kinda how this is, she could have let me die and drowning

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But she didn't. She doesn't know she helped at all, she's the best.

And all I wanted was a little bit of care or love.

I hope you know she gives me butterflies when we do talk.

I hate you all, she's the only kind one left, you're all fakers.

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She didn't know, just being herself helped me go through a lot.

Then I got interested in her and I started blossoming.

Becoming a better man than you would all have to.

"See, V" SHUT UP BITCH! I'm tryna talk!

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Hey bitch, all shocked and shook for?

You don't like the tone I use? I act just like you. See, that's what you do.

You act all mighty and use everyone, then you turn crybaby

Well, gotta go, don't got time for you right now.

Oh shit, I forgot, how are you supposed to do your tasks now?

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I'm dead inside and wondering why I still try to live at all.

The morning dread clouds up my judgement, and I can't feel at all.

And even if I could it'd all be plain, but my depression and my prawl(ing):

It reminds me, that I'm not worth it, I'm not worth it.

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Dear cunts, I meant to call you out sooner I've just been busy.

You say you got depressed and changed? How's the lie holding up?

Look, it's cute you think anyone would buy that.

Honestly just stop breathing here and now.

It's not worth it you will not change.

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I'm sorry you didn't realize this sooner, you must have missed it.

You completely lost the plot and act like a complete asshole.

You think you have perfect ideals that we all should be like you?

I say that shit's just clowning dawg

C'mon! You're so deluded

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Y'all got some issues yeah, I think you need some counseling

To help your ass not being such a disgusting being.

Everyone has rough times you think you don't deserve it?

That's life so don't try to take it on others to feel better.

I really think you should all pay for what you do to others.

If it were up to me I'd let you scream and suffer.

Or maybe you just need to keep being bitter.

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The best thing to do is to ignore, I should just let you down everytime.

I won't enable you, not so you can abuse the others.

Your pathetic "reign" ends here. I am so done with your bullshit.

Why are you so sad? You're now all alone? Should've thought of that before dude.

I just hope that it sticks and that you learn from it.

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You finally got hit by karma, too bad, you really got it coming.

You better learn from it and become way better

Than the abusive egotistical lazy shit that you are.

So full of yourself like you're perfect, even though you're disappointment.

Come to think about it, it suits you... stay that way.

Damn!