I made you aware of my woes, my self esteem lows

my fear of abandonment, my messy entanglements

My Impulsive behavior, and self harming nature

I confide in you vulnerably and true and you

Attack my personality! Call it disordered

You use big words like cognitive distortion

You’re saying I’m crazy and there’s something wrong with me?

Clinician physician your degree means naught to me

If you had the mind I do, you would hate yourself too

If you had the love I had, you’d be scared for it to leave too

If you did the things I’ve done, you’d hurt yourself too

I’ve learned a lot during my time in this realm

One thing I’m sure of is I’m not mentally ill

I was made beautifully and perfectly in gods image

I don’t appreciate you saying I’m damaged

So keep your pills your pad and opinion

I’m going somewhere out of your dominion

This is a borderline that you can’t cross

I’m undiagnosing, I’m in love with my flaws