I’m sure my story is pretty similar to most but it’s still fun to share.

Many years ago I was hanging out at a friend’s place. We weren’t super close but we saw each other a lot. Just the same friend group. One night he and I were hanging out, just the two of us watching South Park. It was the episode when Kyle and Stan’s dads jerked off in the hot tub and felt weird about it. Super funny episode. The whole time it was just “experimentation” talk. A while later the subject of porn came up and he asked if I wanted to watch some. This was back in the 90’s before porn was readily available (pre-internet). It was something you had to physically own. At first I wasn’t sure but we half-jokingly referenced the South Park episode and experimentation. So I said sure. He swiftly popped up from the bed (we were sitting next to each other on his bed) locked the door and went to a chest in his closet. He had a pretty good stash of tapes in there. Grabbed one from the top, turned off the lights and away we went.

Both nervous beyond belief at the moment we were immediately hard. I’d never done anything like that to that point in my life. Obviously I had seen porn but never with someone else in the room and certainly not sitting right next to a friend. I think we watched for at least an hour or two before one of us built up the nerve to touch ourselves. I don’t remember which one did but it just started by rubbing our own cocks over our jeans. For quite a while. I do remember he was the first to open his pants and play with himself. Still inside his pants though. Naturally I followed suit and eventually both our cocks were out. Outside of porn his was the first I’d ever seen. I remember looking for a while. His was so different from mine. Him being curved and uncut it was fascinating. The light from the tv illuminating the room. Bouncing off our throbbing hard cocks. All of it was such a turn on. We sat next to each other slowly stroking ourselves. Occasionally stealing more glances. After a while he aske “do you mind?”. At that point I didn’t know what he meant. I thought he was asking if I mind that he finish himself off so I said go right ahead. He then proceeded to stand up and go to the edge of the bed next to where I was, got down on his knees and just started stroking me. I was a little surprised, not in a bad way but clearly shocked. He asked if it was okay for him to just play with it since I was bigger. I let him play with me a little while longer and decided to finish myself off. He stayed right there next to me. Less than a foot away watching me cum and stroking himself. He came shortly after.

This became our new norm. We watched together a lot and jerked off constantly but never each other. He respected I wasn’t quite there yet. After a few months of this he just wanted more I guess . We started watching and he adjusted himself lower in the bed and just grabbed my cock. I hesitated and he just looked at me and said “you know you like it”. Unable to disagree I sat back and enjoyed it. He jerked me off and I exploded all over then himself. This became our new norm and quite frankly I felt guilty so I decided to return the favor a few weeks later. This was now how we played every time.

A few years later (this lasted a long time) he and I were at my apartment watching a particularly hot video and for some reason were sitting on the floor. As we took our pants off he happened to be positioned face about a foot away from my dick so I jokingly said “wanna give me head while you’re down there?” I really was kidding but a few minutes later as he was slowly stroking me and playing with my precum he asked if the offer still stood. I debated this for about a half a second and said “if you’d like”. With no hesitation he dropped his head down and took me right into his mouth. Alternating between sucking and jerking me for a few minutes I found myself unable to hold off and needed to cum. I grabbed his cock and jerked him. Letting him know I was about to cum we and I finished each other with our hands. It was absolutely amazing. Ushering in a new era of play for us. He didn’t blow me every time but it was frequent enough. We had several memorable sessions so-to-speak over the years. A few months after that we’re next to each other on my couch with some porn and without asking he just dropped down and took me in his mouth while I stroked him. Exploding together, writhing and wriggling in ecstasy.

As it happens life just took us in different directions and we lost touch. We eventually reconnected through social media and talked about memories. He told me he wished he hadn’t finished me with his hands when he blew me and just sucked it all out. I eventually admitted I wish I would have at least tried sucking him off. At least once, if only to see how it felt.

I miss having a jerk bud and still watch some older porn for the memory. I have recently started going to porn theaters to scratch that itch. I do love an audience and occasionally play with others a little. It’s been a lot of fun but I’ll never forget my old friend.