This past week, I have gotten super into a camming and streaming porn with buds! Its so hot to stream the porn Im watching and seeing other ppl jerking with me. There's something about ppl seeing me that helps me get off. I never have my mic on, but ppl seeing me and using the chat is addicting. I never understood why ppl like exhibition, but even doing this from my bedroom has given me some perspective.

The first night I'd joined, almost the whole room was ppl jerking their dicks on cam. I had ppl complimenting on my dick, it was nice.

Last night, a bro and I jerked on cam with each other. I was just jerking with my hand while he was fucking this nice ass pussy stroker. Bro had a nice thick dick and seeing him pump that silicone ass pussy got me bricked. I streamed some porn I was watching and that got him super aroused. We were texting since, I didn't feel comfortable micing but it was legit! I then send him pics and videos on my phone of smut collected mostly off Reddit and Twitter. This went on for about 15-20 minutes and he let me know he was close. He asked me how I want to to see him cum, creampie or on the ass. I went for creampie. He started pounding the toy and he pumped an huge load in that ass toy, and pulled his big dick out and let his cum ooze out on his legs, that was really hot. Sharing the fun of masturbating even through a screen is unique experience.

Me camming and streaming now, I think about how much I have grown and gained self confidence through jerking with buds online. it's helping me to grow the confidence to meet ppl offline. I never really thought of my self as attractive or sexual but, I have been surprised that others do. When I first got started with nsfw stuff, I was just a consumer, then I started posting first text stuff, then audios, then making long term text/trading buds, to now camming, man it's super cool to see the positive impact jerking with buds has had on my self esteem.