After 3 weeks. I took my last call and made sure the customer on the phone was dealt with in the best possible way I could, with care and I put myself in training and I asked my Manager if I could “have a chat” and I told him that “this isn’t for me”. Putting me in a predicament but I guess I’m “betting on myself” and I’ve been losing a lot of those bets recently. Anyway, the truth is I can cover myself rent and bills wise for a few months but I’m sure the harsh reality will set in very soon. I feel like such a screw up and someone who can’t keep a job but at the same time I know deep down what I am after.

I know that the world is changing and people are kinda “waking up” and seeing that your health and sanity comes first and I think this is important especially if you want people to work for you.

I just hope that I can find what I’m looking for, soon. I hope we all do.