I too have been struggling. This year has been the lowest I’ve ever had in my life. I feel so empty and alone every night. I don’t have any friends. I feel like I’m terrible at the new job I’ve been working at. In my city of Kingston Ontario. there’s nothing for me to do. I have lost all my drive, passion, energy, ambition and fire. I have nothing left anymore. Everything that used to bring me joy and happiness…just doesn’t anymore. I reach out to people who say “I’ll be your friend” and then they talk for 2 mins and then live their lives. It hurts, I go to bed crying every night. Seeing jacks video I feel seen, I still feel alone but at least I’m not the only one that feels this way. So delete this if not allowed, I guess this is just me telling my story and venting to a community that I feel is there for each other.