Assalamualaikum brothers and sisters, I'm a Muslim 21M by birth and have been practicing Islam fully and wholeheartedly. Especially during 2019 I feel like my Iman was stronger than ever and everything was complete. Soon after I met some friends after a very long time and we were talking about life in general what's happening etc. and I mentioned that Alhumdolillah I'm getting close to religion, I've felt that since that day forward I've slowly started to stray away from religion doesn't matter how hard I convince myself to pray this voice inside of me would just tell me otherwise and unintentionally I would end up leaving namaz and I'm very ashamed of that. Also, I follow some Islamic scholars online who've talked about this jinn who sits on your bed waiting for you on the bed and that you might hear bell rings or that beep sound and I couldn't help but notice whenever I come to bed I always hear that sound for like 5 to 10 seconds and after which I end up getting involved in haram stuff. I just don't understand what's wrong what's happening the more I want to get closer to religion again the mire I'm pulled away.