I recently just told my mum I wasn't a Muslim anymore as I cannot find solid foundations and reasons for islam. I told her I never wanted this to happen and truly I do hope I am wrong as would make life so much easier. Anyways after an quite emotional exchange of telling me she'd disown me etc etc and that she should've just listened to the doctors and aborted me rather than see this now :( She gave me an opportunity she told me if I sincerely pray and follow islam again,that within a year I will have no doubts, she's saying to just clear my mind and it will come. Don't think about the buts she said,So I think she wants me to forget my intellectual study of life reason religion etc... Although the whole reason I started this was to establish a basis for My beliefs and not just be following because I've been bought up with it and I get a warm fuzzy feeling Anyways just wanted to get Islamic perspective I'd there any point praying when I have no belief, I want Allah to show me the evidence and why I should believe will mindlessly praying just hoping he exists actually achieve anything I feel I rambled on a bit so yeah guys I'd be grateful for your input