I'm muslim and brought up in a Muslim family and a Muslim country. Since I learned how to pray, I don't think I've ever prayed morev than 2-3 days in a row. I now realise that religion wasn't really taught to me by my parents really well and definitely not praying... but that's besides the point. When I was doing exams in college I used to go back to praying but then would stop after exams r over.

I've been feeling all over the place lately and i would love (I think) to get back to praying bcuz I feel like I want to confide in something and to try and feel secure again.

I'm a Muslim and I wear islamic attire and that's about it. I'd like to think I'm a good person ... but I feel like there's something missing.

I believe in God for sure, and i believe in heaven and hell, but I feel like all u need to do is to be a good person to go to heaven. I don't like praying cuz it always felt tideous and I never saw the point of it, I'm the type of person who likes an easy life, I simply won't do something cuz I convince myself that it's too much work and it's not worth the effort ..

So my question is how do I pray because I want to pray and have that connection with God and not bcuz uts something I have to do.

I can start praying right now but I know I'll get tired after a few times.

I appreciate ur help thnx