I have been married with wife since 2019 and during this time i have watched porn multiple times. i also talked to a girl on MuzzMatch and committed Zina by doing video sex with this girl and got caught by my wife.

I have accepted everything and apologised for everything i have done. I agreed to not do it again and be a better husband.

However, due to alot of misunderstandings and conditions from my wife side like not having a child before financial independence, not sharing financials while she is working full time during the day and part time in the evening, doing the house chores 50 50 and me alone being responsible financially for 100%. We are on route to getting a divorce.

She keeps disgracing me about the cheating and keep saying i wont forgive you ever in this world and Akhirah.

I am really concerned about her not forgiving me in the Akhirah after the divorce. I know for sure if I stay in this marriage she will forgive me for cheating but we wont ever be happy because i am not happy in this marriage.

Please guide me on what i can do to get her forgiveness or make my akhirah better regarding this cheating incident if she doesnt forgive me after the divorce?

I have already offered her compensation in terms of money but she rejects it and insists on not forgiving me on the day of judgement.

I am really worried if i cant get her to forgive me after the divorce. :(