I hung out with a dear friend that I haven’t seen since March of 2020 due to Corona and her moving away but she’s been back in town the whole summer and we finally were able to hang out this Sunday. Beforehand, I had anxiety about her coming over but since my friend is such a sweet positive chirpy person, the whole day was really pleasant but the hang time started at 11am till 6pm at my house. It was talking none stop the whole time and I was physically drained after the departure. I was so tired and felt sick that evening I went to bed but my body is still exhausted and I’m having residual trauma this morning. I used to be an introvert extrovert when I was younger but now in my 40s I can confirm I am 100% an introvert and only want to see people in small doses on my terms. She talked me into hanging out with some other mutual friends that she hasn’t seen in a while and to host in my backyard since we have kids and will be more contained in my backyard since nobody else has an outdoor space. I’m bracing myself for this evening. My weekend started off great but yesterday messed me up and I feel depleted starting off this week.