So I know that I am pretty introverted, or one could say antisocial. But sometimes I feel like those are just cover ups for low self-esteem. Like right now I'm trying to really get out and socialize more, but I find that if the people I'm around don't have some form of extravertedness to them, I just sink into my little hole and fail to interact with anyone. It's like I really like the thought of being extroverted and going out and socializing until it's time to actually do it and then I don't want to. Even when it comes to meeting new friends. I've never been one to fight for attention, and when you meet new friends you have to show your personality, and I've never really been able to stand out in a group. I guess I'm just looking for some free therapy, or anyone who can relate.