M20, Im very introverted and shy. I have no friends on campus and the only people i talk to are my few friends ive had since middle school and im awakward arround them too. Im also awakward arround my family even at times. I dont think im ment to socialize and ive been ok so far but there is so much talk about "bettering myself".

This might sound lazy but what will happen if i dont? Ive been ok so far in life being a hermit and i dont think i have the capacity to connect with others like a human should be able to. Socializing feels fake and unnatural to me and im very warry and cautious when somebody talks to me. Am i doomed if i dont change myself or am i ok being me?

Meeting new friends and maybe a SO one day sounds nice but i dont see it as possible given my temperment, i think i only care about me first and foremost