I think this whole covid thing has caught up to me. Up to this point I was trying to make the most of this work from home thing by taking what was too many classes. Up to a certain point I was doing well, but then I shut down and could not even get up the courage to work on my school work. I really don't know what happened but I lost all motivation for school and outside work, one particular project, and the idea of travel, I have lost all interests in my hobbies. I will say the idea of AR/VR and wearables has caught my attention as well, but I don't want to go into new project without completing the previous one.

I think what has caused me to become depressed is that all my favorite things have been shut down or embroiled in identity politics. To make matters worse I have either been routinely ignored where I posted ideas or interesting have had my posts taken down more and more lately. While I admit how I posted them might have been a bit click baity with the titles, the content was not just shit posting, but I actually wanted to learn about something (say Common Law in relation to positivism), and it go taken down. I really don't get how that is a bad question (considering it was one of the largest political message board on the net) except for the title. This is on top of people getting irritated at me for positions that in another country would be uncontroversial, so the kick me from fb groups merely for dissenting. People are really starting to piss me off and make me depressed. I get I probably won't blend with the mainstream, but for fuck sake must everything be assimilated? The only thing that seems to be giving me a sliver of hope is some home made AR/VR that I want to work on as well as wearables and my software project I have not abandoned quite yet (I have the belief I will make it work despite all the bugs). However beyond that all the meetups and colleges are closed and anything that can stimulate me is dead and all the alternatives are fucking ninnies that I previously described. For this reason I got an office/lab to work on my stuff in peace as the rest of the world seems fucked.

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Anyone go through similar recently?