Like, I'm all or nothing. I support the people I think I'm friends with and I ignore the rest. But, lately I've taken a step back to see that even though I'm supporting my "friends", I've never seen true support reciprocated. For the longest I've thought it was an intj thing and I was just overthinking it because I'm pretty socially inept. But now... I see people I know and am completely ignored unless I approach first. I give my time to help people and when I need help, they are never there. Sadly these people are the closest thing I have to friends at the moment. I don't need many people in my circle, I just want to find a select few that are ride or die, but it's been the worst challenge for the past 10years.... I can't understand why people are pretty much s***

Maybe I need to find religion...🙄