Tw: word m3sturb4te I remembered I was m4trbating at age 8 or just feeling around In the bathroom alot. My mom would catch me and shame me greatly and said stop that!! Idk why I did this. Is it normal? I have a slight history of abuse and domestic violence in my childhood that I know I have but don't remember. And then sometimes I would make gestures s3xual gestures too. I knew what they meant but I faked knowing it. I would also later in my teenage life get it off in the bathroom in church a couple of times. I felt ashamed. I couldn't stop this. I did discover p3rn I think st 10 by some old ass person on Omegle. Telling me what hrny means. I said yes and I might have been exposed to intimate pictures idk.